Sometimes he’s so inconsiderate.
Sometimes I think he gets so caught up with friends and forgets to tell me what his plan is … or what came up. It doesn’t even cross his mind to at least inform me about it when I have been waiting for over a few hours wondering where he is and if anything happened on the drive up to Red Deer.
Sometimes I do feel like I want to escape depending on men for emotional support and just be single … but I know I do not have that courage to break free from what seems like a never-ending cycle.
But IF he ever breaks my heart again, I don’t think my heart withstand any more pain to continue trusting him or another man for the rest of my life.